alright, so right now it's summer. and i surely have better things i could be doing, but i'm not. haha. since my last entry I have: -fallen out of love (assuming i was in love before) -ran varsity track -began cross country again -finished my freshman year -gone to hawaii -lost a couple good friends -and gained some better ones :] i've just lived life. i've taken a couple wrong turns, ran with the wind to my front, and said some things i shouldn't have. i've been a kid. and thats alright with me.
nah. i don't need to. i have one. his name is willard james taylor iv. we talk all night. we sit quietly and look into each others eyes. we laugh like we're on crack. (but we're not.) we embarrasses the crap out of me. but i love him like no other. he tells me loves me softly, in dead silence. sometimes when we don't agree on something, he just looks at me and say's "ok fine." i love him so much. and he knows.
so wow it seems like i haven't written in forever. and i haven't. i've neglected my dear xanga...ah well. maybe i'll start using it more this coming year...doubt it, but i can hope.
-2007- was a good year: --i quit volleyball --i started running --i made the varsity cross country team --i have over a 4.1 gpa --i fell in love --i touched a life. --god used me to help change the world. --i changed. --i'm not a prissy little bitch anymore. --my clothing style shifted --i wear american eagle jeans, a tee-shirt, and a zip-up jacket, with my black hair down and straight. --if laughing makes you live longer, then i will live forever. --i am a virgin. --i have never drank alcohol. --i can play stairway to heaven (on guitar). PLUS: --i know that i am going to do something with my life, but that i can't do it alone. AND: --i'm a jesus freak. (no lie.)
hello again! wow i beleive this is a new record! Will and I went websurfing together last night! It was very fun! We have some of the strangest conversations...i think we were having 3 at one time! Myspace, Yahoo IM, and phone. lol. It was great!
I am currently sitting here listening to the thunder. Have you ever done that? Just sit outside and close your eyes and let the weather take you...it's a wonderful sensation. Thunder is God's majesty, it's incredible. Try it sometime...i promise you won't be disappointed.
Stand in the Rain
She never slows down She doesn't know why But she knows that when she's all alone It feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around The shadows are long And she fears if she cries that first tear The tears will not stop raining down
Chorus: So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when its all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day what lost can be found You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound Alone in this fight with herself And the fears whispering If she stands, she’ll fall down
She wants to be found The only way out is through everything She's running from Wants to give up and lie down
omgosh. i'm updating my xanga. i do believe that this might be the end of the world. lol.
well for those of you who still read these my update is that i'm in love with a wonderful boy, i'm a freshman now, and i actually have a sense of style that belongs only to me. U2 is a favorite band of mine along with the Barenaked Ladies, Queen, and the Beatles. I'm an icon freak. I'm cutting soda from my diet. And i'm barely eating any meat. I play sports and i lovee to text. Some people call me a bitch and i just tell them that i'm an irish bitch. hah. My cousin and i intend to join the peace corps, attend oxford, and live in london in a run down shack.
Now, for something completely different.
Monty Python is a wonderful show and if you think otherwise you arent thinking. I like zip-up hoodies they are amazing. i am a camera whore and i love journalism.